Brief history of depression. (with my Girlmore Girls)

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In any one moment you realize that your personality does not fit into your life.

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Sometimes things happen that make your life turn upside down.

Or there arises a “I can not anymore.”

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And you make mistakes, big mistakes, like when your head says no and your mouth says yes and that is when your head decides not talk with your mouth because she has touched the noses.

IS BETTER DO NOT OPEN THE MOUTH, BUT SOMETIMES IS TOO LATE.

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You fall down, fall to the darkest abysses,

And you wonder: Who’s going to love, support and understand your agony

and moodiness ?.

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That’s when you wonder whether to fight or flee, fight or flee,

but there are times that no of the two options,

your life is who is drowning while the others follow theirs,

it’s time to make a decision.

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Say goodbye to all your past, to love, to hate, say goodbye to oblivion, fears, and hopes, pass you all the deadly sins and virtues at the same time, you say goodbye to yesterday, say goodbye tomorrow.

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And you start to to say hi to the now, you start again, a thousand times you’ve fallen and a thousand and you’re up,

your return to your day, even if you’re not sure where you’re going,

You ever did you know?

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And in this tsunami of life, still the blows everywhere, but still standing, but then within the bed will collapse when nobody’s looking

For how long is this ?, asks each beat.

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And there are days when everything is surreal, and you can´t believe you’re going to get to the next breath.

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But suddenly one day you climb any head and you see you’re still standing, and that no longer breathing so hard,

and little things again have a little shine for a few seconds.

And those moments of joy every day more repeat and expand over time. Unthinkable a long time. But it starts to happen without else.

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And although too few you have at your side,

They are those that must be.

And they are your fellow travelers.

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And one day begin to laugh at your problems on his face because even though you’re overwhelmed by all,

You see you can even laugh at something.

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Until one day, and is the most anticipated,

back to being you.

A new you.

And your new life begins.

Welcome.

Love xoxoxo.

Phoebe.

(All photos are Warner Company)

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